Fatal error and cannot access admin or recovery mode

Hi guys

After activating new license first for core bundle and next developer bundle (AIO) my site crashed with the following:

Since WordPress 5.2 there is a built-in feature that detects when a plugin or theme causes a fatal error on your site, and notifies you with this automated email.

The problem is I cannot access recovery mode with the link, it just says: Recovery Mode not initialized.

What to do?